The Many Faces of...

The following photos have been published elsewhere on my web page and are collected here just in case someone reprinting one of my articles needs a photo to go along with the text.


xaomug

This first one was taken sometime in the late 1980s and graced the top page of my static web site for nearly two decades.


newjersey

This one was taken during the brief time I spent living in New Jersey (around 1992/1993).


joe25

This photo was taken when I was in my mid-20s. I believe it was part of a set of profile photos submitted to a video dating service but I don’t recall for sure.


xaosuit

This photo was taken during the time I was living in Japan for the first time (maybe around 1995).


bike

This photo was taken just after I moved to Japan for the second time (around 1999). It looks like there’s a problem with the alpha channel and if I ever run across the original photo, I’ll re-scan it and replace this one.


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These two images are what I currently use on various social networks. The Simpsons-style rendition was drawn by someone I found on the Fiverr web site.


2012-09-03 03.15.13

I’m not even going to say when or where this one was taken.


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Finally, this is what happens when you leave eyeball-sized chopstick holders sitting around while alcohol is being consumed.

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AI, AGI, and Sentience

The subject of AI has been in the news a lot ever since an early version of ChatGPT was publicly released in November of 2022. Since then, opinions on the future of AI and what it means for humanity have been all over the spectrum. There are those who point out how AI will increase human productivity, wealth, and lifespan. And there are those who fear that the machines will take over the world and enslave the remaining humans, much like the story depicted in The Matrix (or exterminate the entire race, as depicted in the Terminator series).

Effortless Magick

It’s funny how, every once in a while, if you listen to the subtle messages unfolding around you on a constant basis, you pick up on a pattern of small bits of information that seem to build into something substantial. That happened to me recently on the general topic of effortlessness. Like many would-be adepts, I have a number of daily practices that I fit into various parts of the day. Sometimes they pay off with feelings of increased awareness or energy but, if I were being totally honest, most of the time they feel like drudge-work… a part of the day that occurs more out of habit than anything else… with the basic idea being one of consistency rather than joy.

Out with the Old...

I was listening to the latest Sam Harris podcast today and ran across an interesting take on something that should be familiar to most Western Ceremonial Magicians. Eric Weinstein was talking about finding meaning in license plate numbers as he drives around (don’t we all do that when we first start on the Path?) and the way he explained it was:

"...it's important to notice what it feels like to discern meaning where there is no meaning... it's important to get in touch with the "as if madness" experience in order to guard against madness; so I'm hoping to suspend my insistence on Truth for periods of time..."

I’m not sure about the connection with madness, per-se… and I’m wondering if that wasn’t just a ploy designed to wrap up the thought before getting interrupted. I realized when he said that that another good reason for discerning meaning where there is none is to prevent intellectual ossification (my term… it didn’t appear in the podcast, as far as I know). The belief that one particular way of looking at things must serve as the filter through which we see everything else from that point forward seems to be common in most philosophies and pretty much all religions. Adherence to a strict theology makes us less able to evaluate contrary ideas on their own merit. On the other hand, by constantly playing fast and loose with one’s synaptic network, so to speak, one might stand a chance of maintaining enough mental flexibility to recognize a true Epiphany when it finally does come.

It’s ironic that avoiding intellectual ossification was one of the main points that Sam was trying to convey just moments earlier… that there’s no logical reason to use one or more points-of-view which happen to have been elaborated thousands of years ago over new points-of-view developed by one’s own reason in the present time. Of course, that’s easier said than done and when most people start on any sort of Philosophical or Spiritual Path, they’re usually not capable of the kind of deep reasoning that would discern the “true meaning” of the Universe at first glance… so we may need to use ancient philosophy and religion as a crutch for a while… in order to bootstrap our thinking to the point where we can reason with some depth on the Universe and our purpose within it. But I expect that we all have to eventually drop the rhetoric and design our own systems based on First Principles.